For so long i have kept it all inside and tried to vanquish the pain and missery inside... But through all effort and hardships that has been endured, there has been no light at the end of the tunnel... I have faced all alone, have traveled this cold and dark place with only my shadow by my side, If there has been little light to shed upon the path that i will take upon... i have supperssed all this by my own and one can only take so much... i need to let go... i need to open up all the hurting, all the guilt, all my sins, all that has kept me inside of my chamber that has captivated me for so long that there is no clue left on when it started... I kept on believing that i am strong and i can make it by my own... but time has come to accept the fact that i am nothing... I have been weak when others need me... i have been blind... All that i can see are things that i want to see... I have been living in a world of make-believe... A world that i made and has kept me from what is real... i need to repent and submit to thy will...